28 November 2008

Happy Feet

In the famous words of Michelle Tanner (from Full House, one of my favorite old shows),
“Hi, people!”


My belly is full on my attempted stir-fry dinner, and I’m settled in for yet another quiet Friday evening. You’re probably questioning why I’m not out on the town, celebrating the weekend. Well, it’s rather simple…I tend to dilly-dally so much during the week that I have to stay in on the weekends! Plus it’s just down right COLD outside tonight. I’d rather stay warm with some hot chocolate and entertained with my Sociology essay, thank you very much. ;)

Don’t worry, I will still get some play time this weekend. There is a holiday market here in Aberdeen, which apparently has some amazing international foods and booths to experience. I plan to go walk around tomorrow for a few hours with a friend or two; I hope to chomp on a good turkey leg or perhaps some haggis meatballs? …or not!

The past couple weeks have been quite good. We had an onslaught of snow last weekend! It was so beautiful for the first day. Then it became a bit of an annoyance! I did manage to enjoy a good romping through it and have thus determined my need for some waterproof shoes. :D

I have managed to complete one essay and have 4 more to complete before I leave for my Christmas vacation. By the way, I am really, REALLY looking forward to being in Texas for a several weeks! (Thanks to some dear friends of mine, this has become possible. Forever grateful am I!)This does not mean I am miserable here by any means, but I surely do miss parts of home. As typically expected, I greatly miss my family and friends, my dog, and certain foods. However, I think my freedom to drive is what I miss most desperately!

Driving was such a huge source of independence for me for so many years. It was great alone time, too. I mean, where else could I sing at the top of my lungs?! Public transportation here is definitely better than in Texas, and I’m thankful for it… I’m just not so sure I could carry out my typical transportational singing with an audience of strangers.

The lack of a car has also helped me better appreciate my feet. And my hands. And my heart, for that matter. If any of those were ‘out of order’ (temporarily or permanently), I would lose even more independence- doing my own grocery shopping. Walking to and from the store does not bother me much, but the more weight in my grocery sacks the more grueling the walk. There is a dear lady who provides me a lift to and from the store from time to time, so I appreciate that. It certainly would be great to have my own vehicle someday, but for now I will continue to happily utilize the feet, hands, and heart I have taken for granted.

Oh! I might have a part-time (we’re talking VERY part-time) job lined up for when I return in January! I interviewed this week with an organization called Inspire, which works with people with varied learning disabilities. It seems to fit perfectly within my social work goals, eh? It sure does. However, the post I would fill is actually just working in their café. : ) I might occasionally have the opportunity to work with the clients, or ‘students’ as they’ve begun calling them as of late. I am glad to just have some sort of work to help keep up with living expenses. I have a trial-run at the café one day this week, and I may or may not work a little before Christmas. We shall see.

I experienced my first Thanksgiving in Scotland, which was quite a thrill! We had tons of good food and even more laughs. I was slightly embarrassed, though, when I couldn’t give a completely accurate description of why Americans celebrate such a holiday… needless to say, I didn’t manage to clear up their assumption that it’s all about food. Oops.

You can see a few photos of my Scottish Thanksgiving and other exciting moments by going here.

I have experienced lots of joy lately, and I am absolutely thankful for that. But I am feeling such sadness from the sights and sounds in the news…the happenings in the Congo, India, Thailand, the middle East, and back home- the Black Friday sad stories, as one recent example. This world is experiencing such extreme things. Does any of it surprise our Creator? No, I don’t think it surprises Him…but I imagine it grieves Him, too.

I take comfort and re-gain hope when I remember that there is a day coming when all pain and strife will be gone, all wars and lies will cease. [Blessed are those who call on the Lord Jesus.]

“Swing wide the glimmering gates…leave your pride and pain…swing wide the glimmering gates, and be innocent again…” (andrew osenga)

09 November 2008

New-found Path(s)

I have several items to cross off my weekend to-do list and only a few short hours of the weekend remain. So, why not pull aside and blog for a few minutes? : )


I have had a very tiring couple of weeks since I last posted about the snow. (It evaporated just as quickly as it had fallen, by the way.) I have finally come to the realization, or finally accepted, that graduate school is a whole different story than my college/undergraduate years. In this story are such chapters as: Sleep Deprivation Taken Up a Notch; No Time for Toe-nails (and other pseudo-hygienic matters); What Day is It?; and Progressive Caffeine Addiction.
In all seriousness, though, I did get to meet with my personal tutor (advisor) last week, and she helped point me in the right direction for my remaining 5 weeks (?!?!) of the first-year lecture sessions. I am very, very thankful for this direction, as I have felt so incredibly incapable of this self-guided study/research stuff.

To give you an idea of what we're doing...

- We have 8 different social work-related subject areas in which we receive lectures and have seminars each week. (the seminars are to discuss what we are "learning")
- We have NO exams, which sounds great but not once you realize...
- ...we are required to submit essays for our assessments, one for each of the subject areas, between Dec. 1st and January 31st (roughly). And then there are a few weeks provided to "re-sit" the assessments if we fail the first time around. (that's the scary part.) The essays incorporate what we've been taught in each area and an application to a case study- basically a hypothetical family who has LOTS of problems we can address with all our new knowledge!
- We then do stuff after Christmas until March/April to prepare us for practice, when we go for a Placement within a certain social work agency (basically like an internship)
- Then we start over again next fall for one more round of the above, from what I understand.


So, the main thing on my academic plate is researching loads of information on the 8 subject areas: Social Work Theory and Practice, Professional Ethics, Research Methods, Sociology, Social Psychology, Development and Behavior, Law, and Social Policy. I enjoy most of these areas, but I feel like we don't have nearly enough time to really dive in to the material; we're just skimming the surface and, I suppose, we will go deeper as we get into our practice time.
I currently feel lots of support from most of my classmates and our lecturers, which is improvement from previous week- I had felt so on my own and scared of the upcoming essays! We are finding it truly helps to discuss with each other what we're learning and about our essay assignments. Amazing how helpful it can be to just open my mouth, ask questions, share ideas, etc... : D


I am still greatly enjoying the Scottish aspect of being here. In fact I went on a brief, exploratory walk this afternoon. For the 2+ months I've been here I have wanted to find a way down to the river, and I've been curious if there's a path to walk along. Sure enough there is a nice little path and it will see my nice little (ha) feet a lot more now that I know it exists! I had such a refreshing time this afternoon, walking along the River Dee and stopping every few inches for some photographic fun. Here are a few shots I like the best...

all the colors are so vibrant right now! I really wish they could remain throughout the winter, but I am told that is unlikely ;)



I know, it's pathetic to take one's own picture, but how else could I prove that I really did brave the bitter cold to find a new walking path and take some pictures?! (my hands were red and swollen after coming inside...next time I will be smart and take my gloves!)




I must end here, as my tasks have not magically disappeared as I was sooo hoping they would. I will leave you with a fun-fact: the Scottish version of our 'John Doe' is apparently 'Joe Blogs'.
Yep!
Love love love,
jess : )